You won't believe this but everytime I come back to this thread and try to read my head swims and I can not concentrate on what folks have written. I will read a few lines and wham my brain goes elsewhere...

So I am making a promise to "me, myself and I" that I will grab hold of myself tonight, do whatever I need to do to relax, and get back to reading this thread and absorb what has been written...

Am thinking I may be having serious problems getting in touch with my "soft" side which may leave me vulerable. And I seem to be rejecting or maybe afraid of it. I do not know. I just know my head starts spinning.