Sweetie, you're in trouble.

And this might take rehab to get you back on track. I really don't see how you're going to do this on your own, since you've got more than once prescription that you've abused.
You really may HAVE to go to rehab to get back on track. I know this sounds scary, but it's not. They can help you wean off these drugs with the proper medication.
I do not know how they'll handle your pain afterwards, but I doubt they'll "leave you in the lurch!" I really cannot say, though.
You'd better tell your pain doctor sweetie cause you could very easily overdose without knowing it -- I do NOT want you to be a statistic!! You're in danger. Please talk to him. Addiction isn't shameful. It's a DISEASE! I'm a recovering addict/alcoholic -- it CAN be done! Please talk to him!!! Your very health and LIFE is on the line here. God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee