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What are your associations to foxes and small furry creatures in general? What do they make you think of?
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I dunno, I just like animals in general, and foxes happen to be quite cute. Again, I like ALL animals. They make me calm and happy.
I think that explanation of being chased sounds about right. I always feel my emotions will take over, and they often do and I hate it.
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What are your associations to these dice? Do you like them? Do you associate to childhood by any chance? How old are now, may I ask? Was childhood long ago, or recent?
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The dice I had in my dream were actual dice I own in real life. My favorite Uncle gave them to me as a present. I like them because they're cool shapes and if I ever need help making a decision, I just roll them and let them decide for me. I actually am rather over protective of them all, but the 20 sided one is my favorite. And I'm 18, still in (virtual) high school and living at home.
My mom sorta got distorted after she married, suddenly liking certain things and abandoning the things she loves. However, she's always been very against me having negative emotions, but instead of going numb I just let them take over and I'd have panic attacks and feel all helpless and alone (still true to the day). I was never really allowed to play with other children, partly since I was/am so weird, so I guess that kinda makes sense too. Otherwise I was depressed and very much wanted to hurt/kill myself as a child, and I've always been alone in the struggle fighting that...
That's very helpful and makes a lot of sense. I figured the calling my mother was just that my mother has to know exactly where I am at all times in real life and not telling her I missed the bus would result in scolding...