That's me. I feel like such a loser. I feel like I'm just not capable of handling life. Like I'm stupid or defective somehow. I just feel like giving up trying. I saw my psych doc ySd and he increased some of my meds. I just feel like even with tons of psychotherapy and meds I'm just not ever going to be "normal". I try so hard and it just makes me want to cry because I just can't do it. I feel so alone. I can talk to my psychologist and psychiatrist, but not anyone close to me. They just wouldn't understand and I just can't reveal myself to anyone. I just feel so bad. I try so hard and I just keep getting worse.