So I spoke with my SO about this, and he's upset (naturally). It's bringing up some negative feelings in him that he's ashamed of, and we're both just confused and stuck. He's afraid of losing me, but I don't see that happening, whereas I'm kinda terrified to think that if I follow the path that I'm on that I'll never be with a woman again. Sometimes it bothers me and sometime it doesn't. But I know that I've been with my SO for 7 months and this has come up twice already... how can he/I/we survive this for our lifetimes??
I gently pitched the idea of me getting a gf to him, and he said he is too jealous, which I already knew.
I really don't know what to do now... neither of us does. Just venting...