My depressed moods usually are random, but strangely enough, my hypomania or whatever it is usually happens when exciting things are happening.I used to actually like feeling this way

because it seemed like I was living my dream life. But, I knew I would crash soon, and everything would fall apart again.
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In a season of suffering, we may question God's intentions. But sometimes His plans for deliverance are greater than our desire for relief
-anonymous