I am feeling a little better today so far. I feel off balance. I still feel heavy, but not as much. Today is a busy day so I'll probably be on the go all day until later, but have plans for cuddling and watching shows after all the business, so I'm looking forward to that.

I still have that strong feeling that something is going on against me. I keep trying to logic myself out of it. I just feel a lot of hostility towrds me from all over. I'm trying to talk myself out of thinking it's true. It isn't very easy sometimes.