Thanks. I think the urge is always there when I get down, maybe just a product of self harming so much when I was younger. I usually do a pretty good job of fighting it, and dealing with it in better ways. I used to just sleep when I felt really bad, but recently I stopped doing that because Sarah would get upset with me for sleeping. Sleeping may not be the best way to cope, but it is safe and sometimes I feel better in time.