You never doubted for a minute that I'd come through it? Hokay. I think you did, Mrs. Come on, now. You at least doubted that we'd have come through it - together - I think you doubted that a LOT!!

But that's okay. We forgive each other, don't we? It doesn't feel like there are things left unsaid or anything left hanging over us. I feel that we're good again now... that maybe things are even better than ever! We just have to continue to have faith in each other, and ourselves.

So... I hope you don't get upset with me if I still struggle sometimes, when I go all shy, when I feel vulnerable and/or ashamed and feel I can't force the words out of my mouth... I hope you don't take it as a reflection on our relationship or think it's down to a lack of trust. It's my issue - not an issue I have with you.

Love and HUGS
xx