I dont know where I went mentally but I came home and ate everything I could get my hands on. I couldn't stop it. Not even sure what I ate. It was as if someone else took over my body. Never tasted anything. Also purging never felt so good. I thought for sure but of my stomach was going to fall out.

I was doing great. I thought I was cured. I am so pissed at myself.

I will be sitting on my pity potty if anyone needs me.