Hi Linda,
Thanks for being there. Michigan weather blah! I'm scared and I don't know who to talk to - currently w/o therapist.

Been going thru these tests to figure out why I can't breathe. My fdoc thought for past 5 years, it was my anxiety and depression - had those all my life.... hehe... could always breathe.

Anyway it's been heart ... lungs... sleep lab, that kind of thing. The van was after a stress test and heart caterization - man was I out of it,,, I can kinda laugh about it now.
I'm scared because they found some "lumpies" (tech. term) in my lungs. Have to do my tests to see if its C.

The PF put me on asthma meds - that has helped.He said I have bronchial asthma.

I need to get off of Paxil - weight issue. Any ideas of where to get support for that as I wean off. My pdoc isn't much help. City that I live in has very few pdocs - they are always booked.
I'm sorry, I just feel so down.. During times like this, I feel like everyones life goes on but mine. Then it's like, oh come on Lu get with it.
Just scared, Linda. I have friends and a 22 y son but I try very hard to keep my drepression away from them.

Thank you for the "hugs".