Depression is an illness, it is not your fault. As much as we want to be there for others do put yourself and your treatment first, in the long run taking care of you will be best for everyone. Forcing yourself to take a trip before you are ready will not be enjoyable for anyone. Talk it over with your docs and T if he/she returns before the trip and make sure you are ready. 
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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