Oh Jlove,

I totally know what you are going through. I, too, cared for my Mom the last month of her life. Only your Mom knows why she wanted to go to the bathroom by herself. Don't blame yourself as there was nothing you could do. You are so wonderful for caring for her the way you did. You should be very proud of yourself in knowing you did everything you could to help her.

I hope things will be better for you soon. I know it's going to be really tough through the holidays but know that your Mom will be there with you in spirit.

Sending you lot's of "hugs"!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Jlove)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Linda