Hi there Spaz

how r u? hope that things getting better. would like to ask you a few questions . How long do you know him? do u know his' friends whom can help you to understand about ur bf and do you have friends whom can help you? ...... I had a bad experience before been in relationship I knew him thru my best-fren whom study in the same college with him. Though I dont know him that well but he can makes me laugh and give me advices. But unfortunetly I've being used he's using psychology to play with my feelings-emotions that i have for him despite my best-friend told me alots of things about him what he talks behind my back while he's not with me. but i dont want to break-up with him eventhough am not really secure with him he kept asking me for that *** but i dont give him though we did do things but not *** becoz I dont believe *** before marriage and i fear of ***. ( been abused before and hated guys but now not ).If am not mistaken...... he once told me that if without that no point of relationship. We've been having a lots of breakups and getting back together and eventually he left me becoz i didnt give him that. he love *** but not me this is not what i assume but he have a lots of gf before me. im sure he did the same thing with others girls just like how he treated me. I've make a mistakes before. and now am wiser and stronger. There's a lots of guys out there my fren whom is more better than him. if he dont respect you and ur needs plz make a wise decision. Surely there's a lots of things u can do with him than just ***

take care
with love
carol