Hi Fox, Gr33ta & Clartyitoo,
Its been a long time posting for me too. Fox, there is so many things that i want to write to you. Firstly, we have a family, we have three young children, 7, 5 & 3yo. We have good days and bad days. That is, we as in my system, as well as we as a family unit. I pray that our difficult days aren't that much different from families that don't have a mum with a difference - that don't have a mum with a mental health issue. I can't begin to explain how our system works with the kids - I'm not very 'clear' today, but I'm sure we've put in an old previous post. Basically, I take care of the children 'most' of the time. Secondly, our co-consciousness consists of looking through our eyes but not having control over the body. Thats as articulate as I can be. I can see out, hear sometimes, but information is limited, and not for all 'energies' which is how we refer to each other. Thirdly, we fell apart in our 20's but we didn't have anyone around brave enough to be there for us so we struggled through life with copious amounts of recreational drugs and alcohol. Yes, we were finally dx'ed in our mid 30's, but I'm sure that would have been earlier. Fourth, we want full co-consciousness as our goal, not necessarily integration. Full disclosure of information regardless of who is 'out front'. to us integration means a loss of our energies, and we don't necessarily want to loose 'us'. Its a work in progress for us.
Anyway, I feel like I'm rambling. I just wanted to reach out and hope you don't feel alone. I remember you.
Take care of all of you Fox. Good luck for your journey. AmandaLouise would also be a good one to ask about integration as she is now integrated.
Best wishes,
kp