Heya

Am sorry you've met someone like this. I would like to say that it may be useful to read your posts again with fresh eyes.

You say that you suspect that given the opportunity you would expect him to take things onto the next level with a teenager (or younger than age of consent). You say that it embarrasses you and turns your stomach.

Those are pretty damning statements. Perhaps it would be wise to listen to yourself? I don't want to say leave this man, but I would like to ask why you are staying with him when your words are very strong and his views and actions are very very questionable. Surely you would deserve better than to be repulsed by the man you are dating? I would say you were and to me it feels like you are selling yourself short.

Big hugs.