This probably sounds dumb, but why take meds with all the stupid side effects, if it doesnt even help??? Maybe for others it does help significantly, but for me I cant find any to help me be stable, I just seem to get worse. I just keep searching and searching lately, reading books about ppl who have regained stability from bipolar, but I dont even find the info useful.
Sigh...sorry for the rant, just very frustrated with my treatment.