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Old May 16, 2013, 08:49 AM
notALICE notALICE is offline
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Funny I woke up after what seems like a 18 hour coma (had meds adjusted 2 days ago) ok sleep a bit excessive, even for the woman who puts sleep on her "I love...sleep always #1 list" but after bouncing into furniture, figuring out the coffee maker I've used a thousand times...body slowed down in a sea of molasses...
...I wonder why. I shell out lotsa money to feel like crap. I think I'm being a whiner as usual, but damn, is it worth it?

When I think back to just a few months ago where my mania had taken my short term memory, ability to drive, to sleep, to read (#2 on the "I love list"), type, to reason & to function I'll say yes. Heck - I'll say yes now, it's easy to forget how bad I was. Forget (snapping my fingers - that quick). Give me more coffee, pull the plug on the molasses, and I'll be good to go.
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MIDWAY upon the journey of our life
I found myself within a forest dark,
For the straightforward pathway had been lost.


Bipolar I