I have drank since,however the amount i have drank has been a lot less and a lot less frequent.I do feel like i am making progress.Two steps forward and one back as apposed to one forward and two back as it has been recently.I think my meds are beginning to work as well as i feel less hopeless all the time,so less inclined to go out and buy drink.I been getting the shakes and things,i do not know wether that is from withdrawl or from my meds,but i hope they stop soon.
Once again,thank you all for your support,this site has been a life saver for me,literally,i dont think i would be here right now if i never found this place,i was so desperate.xxx
thank you all