Hugs...I'm so sorry, I hear you, to feel so ill then to feel no one is there for you, it's truly terrible. Can someone not just pick the phone up to see if we are okay? it hurts, I understand.

I would think your Dr would be very concerned, sounds as though you would benefit from seeing a specialist, you can't live that way, the Dr should be helping you.
Mind you, mine doesn't understand what I'm going through

I notice you mentioned agoraphobia, I had that when I was younger, you are going through so much.
I do not live near my family but they also never understood and were never there when I needed them so honestly after crying and crying for so long about them, I thought I'm not doing it anymore, I put them on the back burner because it was an unhealthy relationship, sounds awful but I felt better just trying to do healthy things for myself and always telling myself...because I'm worth it!!

The thing is, you're there all by yourself, I know how hard that it, torture at times...I want you to know I am here for you (not being some crazy person off the internet)

Something has to change to help you, not sure where you are, i'm in the States, can you tell your Dr you'd like to go see a specialist, what other foods you can eat, how to treat what you are going through.

Also, can you change Drs? you are important and you are worthy, period.
I'm at the point of changing mine and am ready to run in to anyone's office to say I need help with this, what can we do???

Just want you to know I understand, am trying to get help for myself but always know you are not alone, please look after yourself.