Freewill, I have asthma (and I'm 56, "got" it 3 years ago after 5 months of working with a systemic infection and too many antibiotics, grrrr) and it's been giving me fits the last couple months, getting better then worse again with the weather I think.

Here's a site that helps with Paxil withdrawal: http://www.quitpaxil.info/ I had a friend on it that had a heck of a time weaning herself off. Sounds like nasty stuff.

Sorry you're feeling down. I generally find some new books and curl up for a couple days until I get an idea for a new "project". Do you have any hobbies, go to school (I do online), have a dream or three? I like to write and my college courses require a lot of that so I get to work on some "word problem" every day.