Today my brain has been running a million miles a min but everything in it negative. This am I was dare I say it happy (after I got going) then shortly after was so mad for no reason now am wanting to cry cause I don't know wth is wrong with me. Partner told me she thinks I have a chemical imbalance in my brain. That set me on mad at me for having a defective brain.... or being fed up in the head with no hope of getting better. Obviously there's something wrong somewhere. I just want to be better but if its what I'm thinking it is there isn't really a better so much as a "take this and go to therapy for the rest of forever to learn to deal with your thoughts and give you a person to talk to". This post probably doesn't even go in this forum. Mods can move if that's the case. I just needed to get it out now even with therapy in like 2 hours or less. Grumble grumble....