Ok (((Ultra Darkness)), I didn't know. Why do you think you have BPD? That's a challenging diagnosis as I mentioned usually comes from abuse and neglect in childhood.

I am wondering if you are just really frustrated with being home schooled and not having
a social life because you didn't go to public school. It sounds like you are away from everything too. Do you have plans to go to college or vocational school?

Just saying, I would have stuggled if I didn't have a chance to get out etc at your age.
I wouldn't want to be stuck around my parents all the time either at your age. Hey, female teens want to get out explore and socialize too, its only normal.

Also, do these bouts of sudden anger come at a certain time of month? I had that problem myself and I had to be careful, that is a common problem with women, hey its the hormones, it is what it is.

OE