Klonopins are like liquor in a pill. They're pretty addictive :/ I used to take like 30 klonpins a day and also drink ontop of it. I OD twice doing that. they are very dangerous.

Don't keep it quiet. I used to dread being taken off klonopins and also not have alcohol to quell my anxiety but the longer I was completely clean the less my anxiety was and the easier it has become to cope with everything. it was scary but it was worth it. Klonopins will make your anxiety worse just like the alcohol did.