I could feel it coming on today and it was mostly just becsuse im stressed over a man. I felt less productive and focused at work...Ive been doing great the past 2 weeks. Productive at work and home and managing to date. I've felt "normal" and it wasnt taking a lot of effort to be that way. Ive felt more confident and Secure...Now I'm juggling dating and I've met someone I like and I hate not knowing if he is actively seeing someone else... And to top it off, my ex lost his job and so I won't have child support so I'm projecting even more stress and anxiety. . Plus he tells our son all the details about losing the job and money and on and on. Just what a13yo needs to hear.
The wave of anxiety is swelling and I Hate feeling it and want it to stop!