Seeing that psychiatrist is at the top of the list, in my view. There are often inherited
conditions that cause depression and anxiety, and you need to be evaluated to know
which kind of depression you have and what's the best medication to stabilize the brain chemistry.

The meds can be so helpful and will enable you to enjoy life again. If your emotions
came back after your wife left, that's a pretty significant statement, in my view. Please
take the advice about seeing a specialist and getting on proper medications. It can
really change your life for you.