Hang in there, watevs.

You may need to take a break from school if graduation is not immediate and you have one or more semesters left.

But try to remember some of your blessings in life too. We all have them. And try to imagine how things could be worse. Also, try to give yourself some credit too. You had a choice never to go to college but you decided to anyways and that shows something good on your part.