I have had social anxiety all my life, and fear of being judged. I feel like no matter where I go, people are staring at me so I avoid really busy areas, for example walking along busy streets, intersections terrify me because I have to stand there in front of all those people waitin for the walk signal. I try to look confident but inside I'm terrified, I just wanna disappear. I look at myself in the mirror 1000 times a day and I'm tired of it. I'm constantly worrying about how I look and what people think of me. I feel more comfortable in jeans ad hoodies but in the summertime it just doesn't work. (And trust me I know, I did it for years when I was younger, I never wore t shirts.)
This had been going on for my whole life, and the thought that it'll never go away scared me. I hate this!