It has been over half of a year since my depression and anxiety have drove me over the edge of toleration.I have volunteered myself into or at one point forced to go in order to save my somewhat state of mind and whatever marrage I have left after 7 years.

I been getting very nervous and been kinda throwing myself a little going away party just to blow some steam off and get all the crap I can out of my system before I can get my **** together.

I never been thru this before and talked it over with both my T and my NP and they agreed it was the right thing to do with my current status in my life both at work and at home.

I have made the arrangments I needed to try to make this easy for my friends and old friends to understand what I need to do get thru these times in my life.

I care and cant say enough about how some people have helped me in my issues in ways they will never know anybody could ever be so kind and so deep hearted than anyone could ever imagine.

I just hope someway or sometime I can repay the favor or thank them In person for being there for when a person has a problem and just needs a friend or just some human knidness to show there is hope and there is always something worth living for always.

I will keep up with as much as I can with my mew chapter in my recovery and coping skills as much as possable.

Thanks.