Okay.... so to start if you didn't see my last post about not telling anyone about my cutting then you might be confuzled about this...
So I still haven't told anyone... and I think I went a little blade crazy today... my mum and I were having this huge crazy argument and I was SO stressed out (for other reasons as well) so I went to go 'take a shower'... yum.
It was bad....
like I did a lot... A LOT. And part of why I was so stressed out was because of this trip to some theme park tomorrow... lots of people = me freaking out. SO that won't be fun. Especially when everyone in my class thinks I cut (them not completely knowing that they're right) so they know what they're looking for.
It's going to be hot tomorrow.... and my thighs are butchered... my wrists are a no-no... everyone is always looking there... so I have no clue what to do.... does anyone know how to cover up scars or cuts really well?? This is causing me to freak out even more than I already am... plus the whole reason we're going is for this big competition where we had to build our own rollercoasters and now they're competing against each other.... I'm a very competitive person and if I don't win that'll pretty much ruin my day... sadly...
And being in a group with a bunch of people means a bunch of people watching for me to eat... which I can't handle at the moment.... I told them that it bothers me when the push it in my face so they've stopped that, but it's still like the elephant in the room.... as with the cutting.... and I'm just so stressed out right now... anyone have any tips?? Please??

Thanks for reading!! Stay strong!!! xoxo

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