I beleive you can do it. My sober date is NOV 9, 1990 On the ninth I will have 16 years. If i made it you can. At my bottum I was on the street have no one to tern to. Thrown out of two detox centers. My thought at the time God if this is all it is I wanted to die, tried but did not as U can see. And yes the beginning is hard for me it was what do I want the most drink drugs or die.