A little confused, but somehow, somewhere, sometime if you want to try and make this work there has to be some kind of communication between the two of you. Will it be awkward, yes, very much so. There are many ways to do this and I'm not sure what will work for you but it needs to happen and the sooner the better. Nothing destroys a relationship faster than resentment and mistrust and the longer that this goes on the longer it takes to get through it. Are either of you there for financial reasons, convience , what other family members might think, kids? etc. Only you know that. Sometimes life just gets in the way. Don't let it. If it's not worth fighting for, something has give. I hope it goes well for you.