Hi
You are something and you do have talent.
-For music
-For expressing yourself
-For helping others
-For hanging in there and keeping things going even through the bad times, and not only for yourself but for others too.

If you need help and need to post about yourself but don't have any resoursces to give from, then that's ok, cause I for one owe you so much.

You've got so much, so don't believe it when your dad says you havn't, and if you never get your music recorded and sold, well then play for yourself. The music buisness isn't only about talent and hard work but also about luck so don't let it bring you down.

I hope you find a spot of happiness soon