Thank you for all of your replies. I didn't want to be diagnosed, I just wanted to share my feelings and see what you think it is, because my family has called me antisocial pretty often when I don't want to be around people.

I talk about anything with my friends, sometimes I go pretty deep. We can end up discussing deep things like, the fact that we live in space, and that we can't see air and etc. Really deep stuff. And sometimes we just talk about stuff that doesn't make sense to people around us, things that only the two of us understands.

I met a girl 12 years ago called Johanna, we're still friends and we can talk about absolutely everything, doesn't matter what. She's my age too. We are both in a group called "fandoms". A fandom is basically a group - usually millions or thousands - of fans who watch tv-shows and movies. The Marvel fandom is probably the biggest.

Anyway, we're both in fandoms and therefore we can talk about fandom stuff that other people doesn't understand at all. We make references that no one understands.

If there's anyone on Earth that I want to spend my time with, it's Johanna.

I hope this makes sense lol