It has been a while since I have been around. I'm struggling. I know we all have trouble sometimes but for me the world is spinning to much.

It was 1 year 5 months ago that My Dad passed from Pancratic Cancer. It was hard but we have managed. Two months ago A childhood friend took his life, difficult but I had strength. Three weeks ago mom was diagnosed with cancer, Ok feeling a bit raw but coping. Last Friday I got home from work to find my closest Uncle dead in his room from a suicide, my dog was with him for several hours and she is traumatized as well. Not to mention the image that I cannot erase from my mind.

Once again I'm starting to fall and not sure what to do. Income is so little I need help to keep my self under shelter let alone food. When it rains it must poor