The talent show was today and the show started, I wanted to know the time, so I asked the person next to me in a very quiet voice. The person in front of me (this person isn't nice to me to begin with) turned around and told me to shut up 5+ times. Now I'm starting to think I'm worthless and this guy was totally right to tell me to shut up in that hostile voice, even though I almost never talk anyways, in fear I might say something stupid or get a dirty look or...in math I never raised my hand ONCE. I'm serious, I am so scared I will get the question wrong and everyone will laugh at me, just like they do behind my back. I'm getting very sick if this....the friends I actually have are too focused on everyone else to care about me. Like for example, I was talking to my friend as we were walking down the stairs and I'm in the middle of telling my friend something and she just walks away, and guess where she goes? To her other friend, like she found someone better. Which she did but anyways, they don't genuinely give a s--- about me...I seriously do not remember the last time anyone has given me a hug. Someone, anyone tell me something you think I should hear...but you don't have to, I wouldn't be surprised if no one replied to this.