You are worth as much in this world as anyone else, do you hear?! Some people are just rude, like the person who told you to shut up, and I think people are getting worse all the time. Don't let it keep getting to you. My son has problems with friends always turning to other friends and he just has to keep going, and realize he is worthwhile, and if they treat him badly they are not worth his time. You need to remember that too. That the way others are treating you is more a reflection of themselves, not you! Hugs!