Yeah, but I start to wonder when this lack of interest comes all the time. Sometimes I stay home from school because I don't want to be around people. Today I went shopping with my sister, and that was the worst decision of my life. I was really stressed out, I was getting paranoid because it felt like everyone was looking at me and judging me. Then it all ended with a panic attack and a trip to E.R.

I don't mind being alone, but sometimes I get depressed because deep inside I want to be with people, but at the same time I can't. It gets too much for me to deal with. I've had this problem since I was like 12-13 years old and I'm nearly 20 years old. Mom thought it would eventually go away, that it was just a phase I was going through but she is now pretty sure that it's not a phase.

I will probably never be comfortable around people