Their are so many of us out there that are depressed...most of my life I have been. Started at 12 and I'm 54 now. Some really do get out of it. I go to group for depression that helps and one thing that does help is just getting out side...I have a way with just wanting to hide inside most of the time. You may need your medication checked I'd tell your doctor how you feel, I've had to have mine changed. I wish you the best if you need to chat let me know. Take care, Verdi