Everything you are saying makes perfect sense. I've been there and done that.

Once you start dealing an healing from PTSD and working out things in your life that is causing this and anger your depression will lift.

Takes time, and alot of postive thinking...

Hope you are doing better.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

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