Just finished up three 12 hour shifts in a row and they were busy ones. I'm feeling the letdown from so much adrenaline. I wish I had somewhere to be and someone to be with. I'm lonely and feel like a loser. Earlier this evening (around 5:30), I texted my friend asking, "How are you?" and he never texted back so of course my brain is running wild telling me that he's never going to talk to me again. I wish my friends would text or call once in a while but they never do. Here I sit, alone in my apartment and would always be alone if I didn't reach out to them. Just once I want someone to reach out to me without me having to do it first. Is that too much to ask?