I have a lot of intrusive thoughts. They are all violence based, and very intense. They roll along through me and start flicking on the rage switches in my head. I've been having more intrusive thoughts than ever before since I started my job 5 years ago. They freak me out, I hate them. I'm normally such a kind person. I've never been violent. But, these thoughts are scary and very graphic. I know I won't act on them, but still, I know how concerning they are.