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Originally Posted by Bluegerbera1
I am overwhelmed with the thought of going back at some time. I used to be able to talk in front of a room full of kids, give presentations at meetings and solve many problems that came up. I was also a 'go to' person for my colleagues. At the moment, I can barely talk to anyone besides my close family and my doctor.
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I share your pain of berely being able to talk to anyone right now. It's hard enough trying to keep it together for the guys in the shop, but I also have to meet with clients and present ideas to them. This involves a lot of on the spot creativity and coming up with solutions to all sorts of problems on demand- one part of my job that I always loved. Now I often find myself showing up at a client meeting after crying the entire ride there and trying to straighten myself up enough just to get out of the car and seem somewhat competent. It's terrifying.