Do you actually take them long enough to see the full results?

You either have to stay consistent on them or not take them. If you are on/off them your brain will experience some kind of withdrawal. Honestly, I would stay on medication and learn about holistic living/learn how to deal with emotions constructively. A lot of meds can buffer the emotions and a good therapist is crucial.

It took me a few years to learn how to deal with my emotions and I've gotten to the point of minimum medication.

If you plan on staying off medication, anyway, find support here and check out the Icarus project. There are plenty members who have learned excellent coping mechanisms to deal with the disorder. Also acknowledge that it will take time. I've been here forever and know that many members have evolved and become more confident in themselves and their conditions. Christina is a good example of someone who has shown a lot of resilience.