I understand too. Even 8 months down the line, whenever things get stressful, I wonder if I should have ever quit in the first place. And even though the urges have gotten better, there are still times when I *really* miss it.

I can, however, testify that even though things are still hard, I'm in a much better emotional state. I feel happier with myself as a whole. I think that even though stopping is definitely hard, it's still pretty worth it.

- AJ