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Old May 18, 2013, 06:11 AM
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I'm really scared because I want to talk to her about it but absolutely feel like she will reject me or laugh at me. Even if she is accepting of me in session, I could only imagine she would be laughing at me in her head or with her supervisor. I can't imagine revealing something so huge, painful and embarrassing. I HATE feeling vulnerable and exposed!! But if healing occurs through the transference then I guess at some point I'll have to. The thought of it makes me feel sick though

Those of you on PC who have 'fessed up to transference are so brave. I admire your courage so much!
I feel the same way about sharing my feelings. I have had an obsessive fascination with my T for the past 2 years and the thought of telling him scares me to death. I wish I had the courage as it would have made therapy so much easier.