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Thanks?
Christina's head isn't on any straighter but I've come to the realization that I can talk to at least one person in real life who knows stuff about me and seems to want to help. Thats good right?
He scares me. Because I really want to push him away because I don't know if I can change.
Asked - "Do you WANT to be happy?"
Hardest question ever. Almost anyways.
I'll be back after my essays are due next week, I promise!
Love you all and thanks for your support and caring when I'm down.

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