Dear T,

I told you at the very beginning that I had everything set up so that i am just barely functioning and can't get much worse without falling apart and dropping everything all over - all the crap I've been trying to keep together. I told you my ambivalence to engage in therapy was related to this ridiculous set up I have going on in my life that I don't know how to get out of now. How its too big and too elaborate....

Soooooo T, don't you see that now it's starting to fall all over the place here?!?

Lend a hand already. Please.