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Originally Posted by Rose Panachée
She always put me down for just being me. Esp when I was trying to assert myself and be my own person. She felt so threatened by it. She couldnt accept it: that I had my own (kind, caring, sweet, creative, sensitive) personality.
It wasn't until my uncle (whom I love and respect enormously .
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What an extraordinary bunch of ladies we are!!
Rose I was talking just tonight to my new T about the coldness my mother could muster when I tried to have it my way.
You can rest assured that I did have it my way. But she fight with all her might. She was really scared about the world and everything and was trying to instill something like: the world is a dangerous place, stand by me and you'll be safe. Ha! She just wanted for me not to live my life and that was meant to be safe.
She could be so distant and opinionated: it should be her way or nothing. I had it my way but it was tough to cut the cord from my side: usually adults does it.
And I too had an uncle that saved my life with his pure and perfect love: he loved me so much and I did love him in return
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