i count myself lucky that i am single, i almost married girl when i was 23

, thank god that didn't happen or else i would be divorced now

i didn't know i have bipolar then, and just few years ago i faced major depressive episode...
i think every bipolar might have some ocd tendencies (which go away when we come out of manic/depressive episode), and self harm, those scars they are kind of success stories if you think about it, everyday is struggle and everyday is victory for us...
i am currently not dating since i am trying to get myself back up, after depressive episode, but really just because i have bipolar it doesn't mean i don't deserve say Allison brie or Eva green